It looks like Smooth & I have officially reached the "awkward exes" phase our split.
I have to admit, it came a little quicker than I expected. I mean, I literally just wrote about how "cool" our post-breakup relationship is, what - 10 days ago?
Anyway, I went over on the weekend to pick up some of my mail - which has, of course, still not been re-directed to my new address for some reason (it's like a really bad joke or something) - and it was by far the quickest, in & out "visit" we've ever had.
All business. He barely invited me in, couldn't wait to get me out.
The spell has been broken.
I know what you're thinking. A girl. There wasn't, I did a scan. And to be perfectly honest, he has these tell tale signs when he's lying, that he knows I can spot a mile away. He would never actually risk that. Also, he has respect for me.
But yeah, I feel like it must be something...
Maybe he has met someone though. Or at the very least, "broken the seal" (damn - that was my last card). Or maybe he's read the blog, & some of my more recent posts about moving on.
Maybe he's jealous of my feelings for PK. I haven't exactly been discreet about them...
No, maybe not. (But he should be, a little bit, because they're serious)
I don't know what it is, but something has definitely changed. And I didn't expect it to affect me this much. Like, it was ok for me to like being single & want to move on, but him? That wasn't part of the deal. No sir. Not in my head. He was supposed to pine after me for, well, at a least a few more months I would think. (Isn't there a standard for pining? Like 1/2 the time you were together or something?)
Whatever. I guess I knew this was coming eventually. I was just wasn't hoping it wouldn't come so fast. But then again, it has been 5 months. I mean what, do I expect him to be devastated forever?